fragments of thought..... re-arranged

Being alive doesn’t exactly mean to be alive.

Sounds contradictory?

That’s what the point is…

Being alive is being Contradictory . . . not to anyone. . But, to the one who is You.

I believe our true self is not the motivated one by default. It’s the dejected self that we carry in this body. . Now what we do with this is to be seen with interested eyes.

We constantly push it hard to the edge, to perform well. It’s a call about proving your existence or your presence to the things around you.

That’s where you contradict yourself. . . Being alive is motivating the Self all times. It is not just the inhaling or breathing.

It is being with your own self…Telling it that it is not alone. You will make it alive. When I start my day with some motto-some task, I tend to bring activism to me. When I look ahead, I look to the possibilities that I force on my existence. I behave as per them and try hard to keep the acceptance I got for the first ‘fulfilment’ of the expectations.

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I have lived with a thought or a rule that people are not to be disliked. They are as they are made of by their upbringing. But, for how long we curb the mind's working; the analytical side brings out the right and wrong for us. It is biased, it is bound to be.

When I think of myself, I am biased. How can one go against the self he carries within? Even if you do it few times or many times, you will have to get into your real at some point. That’s what Consciousness is.

And that’s what I call being ‘alive’.

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Establishing Separate Peace is what is born with us. For all my life, I have been thinking of non-philosophical understanding of the cause and effect of our being. Though, I am no one to give a treatise even now, still some sort of understanding stirs have come. I am usually not annoyed, literally, not with anyone. There may be some surface level expressions, but when I know or feel the context and cause of the actions of others, I am with them. This is my peace. Not Separate; but still not synonym with any other.

The Uniqueness brings Separatism and I add that to Peace.

Creating the delicious Separate Peace!!!